Today
is day 24 of my 30 day juice cleanse and I have decided to write my story and
what motivated me to do this. Many of you know, last month I went to the USA to
do some additional study/training to add to my Naturopathy training and to
attend a Young Living Retreat with my global essential oil family. My trip was
so amazing and I had a wonderful time, making beautiful lifelong connections,
learning, growing, upgrading, awakening with lots of tears and laughter along
the way.
My
last 24 hours in the USA were not so fun because I started to have pain in my
left ovary and the pain became more and more intense. My roommate Karlyn loved
and served me so well, applying oils, running a bath, contacting others for
support and so much more. I was so loved and supported by all my new friends
and Young Living family, however, the pain only increased to the point where I
was shaking and needed to go to ER. My check in time for my flight that day was
4:15pm and I arrived at ER about 11.
As
the Young Living retreat was ending many had to catch flights and make the trip
home, but my amazing brand new friend Leslie took me to ER. I will forever treasure in my heart the love
and care she showed me. The pain was so intense I continued to tremble and cry.
I was quickly seen and taken for an ultrasound which was very uncomfortable
while being in so much pain. While I was walking back to the room after the
ultrasound, I was overcome with pain and emotion. Here I was, due to fly home
today, and I was in ER in incredible pain.
That’s when I broke down. I started to cry, and weep and then I was overcome with a full blown panic attack.
Fast breathing and unrestrained sorrow poured forth from me. Leslie quickly came to me, and she embraced me. Even as I type this now, tears are filling my eyes as I recall the intensity of my pain and yet, the intensity of love that held me in that moment. I heard the overhead speakers declare that there was a panic attack taking place, and despite some of this being a blur, I was aware there was a rush of activity and a screen was placed around the area I was.
Words
cannot fully describe that moment, but as you read this, I know your heart can
feel my inner world. So much pain, yet so much love. So much fear, yet I was
wrapped in arms of love and peace. Within a few minutes, I was able to slow my
breathing down and peace overcame me. This is the first time the pain severely
reduced and I knew I was going to be ok.
The
rest of the story I will summarise quickly. I had a cat scan to make sure there
were no other source of this pain and the ultrasound results came back
inconclusive because I was shaking too much during the scans. I finally was
able to get some serious pain meds to calm the pain and give me confidence that
I could travel 17 hours in a plane. Leslie continually engaged my vision with
hope. She kept asking me how I will feel once I am home with my family. She
kept faith that I would make it to my flight and begin my journey home. I am
forever grateful for her faith and love.
As I
said, my check in time was 4:15 and we made is to the airport at 5pm. Phew! I
checked in and it was time for me to fly solo. I cried my way through the
airport. I looked a mess, I felt a mess, but I also felt so relieved that I was
beginning my journey home. I had a 2 hour flight to Houston (which I slept) and
I was wheel cheered through the airport to my next flight (now that’s an
experience for a young fit mama). When I awoke on my final flight home, I was
pain free and have not experienced any pain since then.
Sooooo,
all this to say, this was the major push to do my juice cleanse. My body had
whispered in the past that there was an issue here, but this time it SHOUTED
and I heard my body loud and clear. I could choose to have surgery and have the
cyst on my ovary removed, or I could have faith in all that I have been
learning …the healing power of food, faith, declarations, emotional release and
my God given ability to heal. My good friend Jack who I met in the USA advised
me that a 30 day juice feast would give my body the nutrients and time it
needed to heal, and so here I am.
I
used to be able to feel the cyst each day, as it was up to 10cm and caused my
tummy to look bloated, so I have enjoyed seeing my tummy flatten and I can no
longer feel anything there. I am overjoyed with this miracle and I am booked in
for a scan to confirm what I know has happened. I know so much more has taken
place in my body than I can know, so I celebrate this transformation deep
within my being. I am on my final 7 days of my cleanse and then I will
transition gradually into eating whole foods again next week. I am so thankful
for this opportunity to upgrade my health and experience the healing power of
juice feasting.